Soon we will all find our lives swept away

heavenly

2003-12-31T05:06:58Z

http://img9.photobucket.com/albums/v25/KJH322/ FUN!!

You're my favorite mistake..

2003-12-31T04:55:34Z

Today I did nothing and LOVED it.
My dad got hurt at work today and went to the hospital :o(
He's doing better now I <3 you Pops.
I went and got his nice SUV down at the firehouse in downtoan albany..scary.
I went tanning and to the gym with Maggie and Ashley it was fun.
I got a deal there even though I am not supposed to :o)
Hmmm
Then my little friend Lauren got off groundation and made me go out to eat with her.
I just pained my nails so they are slutted up for tomorrow.
WHICH I CANT WAIT FOR!!!

ok i'll be back

She'll let you take her home.

2003-12-30T04:50:10Z

Today was so uneventful

I woke up at 1, like I have been for the past few days.
Melinda called me to tell me to come in early for work.
Showered, talked to a kid who hleped me realize a thing or two
about myself, Thank you.
Then went to work at 4.
Worked for 5.17 hours
and my feet are still throbbing.
Chassie and Steve-o came in!
It was so nice to see them!
I saw a few people tonight I knew.
Mark even stopped in.
Only to get his cd he left in my car.
Oh well.
It was nice to see him too.
I did nothing tonight, which was nice because I'm exhausted
And needed to take a night off, plus I can barely walk
Which is precisely the reason why I am sitting here right now.
And my back hurts too, actually my whole body does.
Someone shold give me a full body massage..
I need one :)...any takers?

This vacation has been fun, some what.
Nothing has really gone on tho
Which sucks

New years better be good or someone is going to get it :o)
Its been really nice not going to school
to have people just stare at me, because I really do love that
Its funny to hear what people think about me
and what they think they know.
I really would love to know where people come up with some of the shit they come up with.....ah yes they pull it straight from their asses...good job kiddies.

I'm really ready for college.
I'm also really ready for college
And not the environmental AP test, although we get a day off from classes
That is a huge plus.
Lets hope I use that to my advantage :o)
Fitzy would had a fit haha

I'm looking forward to Dave coming to SPAC this summer.
It's nice to have inside info on when he is coming.
I know, and you do not :o)
BEAUTIOUS!

I'm also excited to turn 18 on March 22nd, for obvious reasons.
1) I will be 18.
2) It's a secret
3) I can go to bars
4) I can buy lotto tickets
5) I can buy cigarettes, although I would never. ::GROSS::
6) It is 3 years away to being able to legally drink in bars
7) YAY!
8) Means I am going away soon
9) I am closer to moving out
10) I can do what I want when I want how I want why I want and who I want :o)

I love how my mind wonders from one topic to another. It's scary to sit in silence and just let it run...

Thank you and have a nice day.

I can't help it I can't get you off my mind..

2003-12-29T17:48:20Z

I haven't written in this in a few days.
The other night ash and I went to Wal*Mart
What a fun fun fun fun time.
We also ate at houlihans, aslo fun.

Last night I hung out with Maggie and Lauren.
We ate atmy place of employment; Bennigans! :o)
Then we hung out at Maggies for a bit.
Took SOOOOOOO many pics.
It was so funny.
:o)
I <3 you girls!

I watched Chicago last night.
What a WONDERFUL movie.
I loved it.

I have to go to work in like 4 hours.
I'm working 5-9.
If Ross is managing then I will be cut quick if its not busy.
Last mondy tho I stayed my entire shift :o)
It's Monday night football so we get a lot of people.
And then drunk guys hit on us.
AWESOME.
I <3 that so much.
Bennigans tried to have me work
4-10 on New Years Eve
and then 4-8 New Years day...how about NOO.
I worked Christmas Eve.
I shouldn't be working either days.
So my lovely friend Katie is working for me New Years Eve.
THANK YOU! I <3 YOU! :o)
So that works out.

I can't wait for new years I'm going to get trashed
with my good friends and have lots of fun.

I think I might go to the mall again and look for shoes
to go with my hot skirt i am wearing new years.
YAYAYAYAY

"Brokenhearted
Unsatisfied
I can't help it I can't get you off my mind
She was so wrong
To treat you bad
She didn't know you were the best she'd ever had
If I were yours
And you were mine
I'd make sure that I could please you all the time
I'd be here waiting
I'd treat you right
If I were your girl
I'd keep you up all night
Appreciate you
And so much more
That I would give you
If I were your girl
So frustrated
What do I do
I get excited when I'm standing next to you
Does she love you
Is she unkind
I don't know why you're there cuz something isn't right
All the wonders
Of the world
Are the things that I would give if I were her
I'd be here waiting
I'd treat you right
If I were your girl...I'd kee you up all night
Appreciate you
And so much more
That I would give you
If I were your girl
I never felt this way inside
It's so hard, so very hard to hide
Cause I can see
That you don't receive
The things you deserve
I'd give you so much more
If I were your girl"
-Paula Abdul

Its a free ride, when you've already paid..

2003-12-27T05:49:31Z

I went shopping today
I got a new bra, YAY
and new panties
AWESOME

I went to DSW to get these shoes I wanted
SO BADLY, they were gone

I went to Sabbys tonight and had a great time
It's fun to just hang out with the girls

We had a photo session! fun stuff
We went in the hot tub
One of my absolute favorite past times
But now there will be a haitus until the next time!
:o(

Well life has a funny way of sneaking up on you
When you think everything's okay and everything's going right
And life has a funny way of helping you out when
You think everything's gone wrong and everything blows up
In your face
-Alanis Morissette

kjh322 @ 2003-12-23T22:20:00

2003-12-24T03:22:41Z

Last night was fun.
Not only did I stay my full shift at Bennigans
I probably have like 100 bucks of tip share that I'm gettin tomorrow
When I work on XMAS EVE from 10:30-5
BUTTTTT
I hit some white ryno and tequilla shots
YAY
How much fun.
Yes so that was an evening of eventfulness.
Thanks to maggie who doesn't know where danielle lives :o)
haha

Tonights game was great
We actually won
in OT tho.

I'm talking to my BF right now
I miss him :o(
He doesn't love me anymore...its sad!
I LOVE YOU BF!

ok this is done now.

baby i'm hot just like an oven ....

2003-12-14T21:15:47Z

last night wa so much fun
courtney and ashley came over
we had a grand ol time
Smirnoff 99 apples and budweiser
YAY
haha
we aren't going to have school tomorrow
which is exciting
anywhoo

i had work today teaching swim lessons
and i quit today too
lovely
hehehehehe

hmmmmmm
my computer is all over my floor
because last night
i tried to fix my monitor wheni wasn't
in a correct mind state
haha :o)

but its better today i made my brother fix it for me! YAY!
ok enough of this i think i'm going to go do laundry

YAY!

Come now and play...

2003-12-11T04:06:33Z

Why hello.
I just finished writing a paper for D.D.
I better get a good grade!
Speaking of papers and good grades.
I got my AP environmental paper back today
I got an A :o) YAY!
Good.
She said she really enjoyed reading it.
That points ;-)
I just finished my homework for that class.
cool

Work was so fun today
I love Sarah
And I actually stayed my entire shift
I got a grilled chicken ceasar salad tonight
for dinner...that was exciting.

Hmmm...what else is fun?
Oh the game last night of couse was.
Colonie is so cool, I can't believe it.
But yea.

I'm feeling dorkish tonight
Not sure why
haha
but I think I might be up for a while tonight
I'm not exactly tired
I had 3 cafenated sodas tonight at work
That can NOT be good.

"From time to time
Minutes and hours
Some move ahead
While some lag behind
Its like the balloon
That rises then vanished
This drop of hope
That falls from her eyes."
-Dave Matthews Band

I suggest we learn to love ourselves before its made illegal

2003-12-08T22:07:56Z

Well here was my day..

I went to bed at 3AM this morning
because I was talking to someone dorky
Then I had to wake up like 3 hours later
for school of course.

I get to school and it was cold :(
1st period of course Mrs. Fitz had
the AP environmental tests/essays graded
HA weren't we all in for a surprise.
I got a 73 because I omitted FIVE not TWO :o(
BUT since I got one of the better grades
and everyone did so horribly
there was a 10 point curve
so I got an 83 :o)
AWESOME

So then I had PIG(participation in Gov't class)
Then my favorite class of the day MATH of course!
then College comp
where we started out reserach paper
and I don't have a topic yet..YAY
haha oh well

Then I came home and was supposed to hang out with someone
BUT he slept until very late :(
so sad

Then of course CHEERLEADING
Todays practice was seriously so much fun
and everyone knows why
Colleen and I were just having a blast
with ourselves
haha
corky told me today that I have a CUTE figure
how nice lol
yahoo
So people did get upest today at practice
but not at me
they couldn't have
i was having too much fun by myself
:o)

So now I might be going to the malle
after of course i eat the pasta and meatballs
my lovely father made
YAHOO!
my favorite.

okkkk I'm done with this
Go look at my pics, they are HILARIOUS

I know you wanna be.. in my b-e-d

2003-12-08T04:43:01Z

Hmmm today was relaxing
I did nothing all day
EXCEPT
get my film developed
that is now posted on my webshots
YAY
and I went to my game
which was highly fun
because maggie is awesome

I had NO homework this weekend
which is amazing
because i usualy have tons
and tomorrow we start are
nice big research paper
in college comp
which counts as my final
AWESOMEEEE
I should take this time to say
I love Mrs Read
:o)
But actually I do
shes awesome.

furthermoreeeee
I'm not tired at all
and its 11:45...great

Tomorrow we'll probably
get our grades for our
test in environmental.
mind you anything below
an 85 is failing..
ha AWESOME

Anywaysss
tomorrow will be quite interesting
I suppose

Maybe I'll get to -play- in the snow <3

I <3 snow

2003-12-06T22:58:06Z

The snow is soo pretty.
I am in love with it.
I want to go out and jump in it and play and have a snowball fight!
They are the best!

Snow is soo soothing and beautiful
it makes me happy :o)

I've been talking to this person all day today
It's been nice
We haven't talked really in like 5 years
due to reasons
but hes still a good guy

i've done nothing all day
well actually i shoveled the driveway
tried at least
it was a good effort by all who participated
now its just snowy again
my dad will have to do it tomorrow

this season is sad a little bit
i never have anyone to share it with
:o( boo

I'm listening to john mayer right now people....yes me listening to john mayer
amazing...

last night was a BLAST
got good and drunk with ash and jackie and lauren
1 <3 them
they are so funny
:)
eventhough maggie wasn't there :(
which was so sad

well nothing is going on tonight
because i am snowed in
but thats okay
i've been talking to someone all day
and its been nice
like i said before
its good to catch up with people

<3 much love <3

"Though we both know
The worst part about it is
I would be free when you wanted me
If you wanted me..."

if you know howi like it would you call my name and give it to me right?

2003-12-05T01:08:08Z

Well today was fascinating.
Had school.
Hardest ap environmental test of my life.
Yes I believe I did horrible.
Multiple choice.
INSANE.
Essay.
REDICULOUSly.
Easy.
haha.
Anyways.
I had a math test today also.
I loathe math.
I go for extra help.
All the time.
Its quite annoying.
I don't see why I can not learn.
It in class.
Too much thinking going on for me.
I guess.
So I guess I am going to get yelled at.
By Mr. Holtz.
Which should be great.
I just want to let everyone know.
I absolutely.
LOVE CEIP!
It's Fantastic!!
I <3 it!

Cheerleading was interesting today.
As always.
New things everyday.
Diseases, people.
Ya know.
The norm.

Had work tonight.
It was actually busy.
yay.
good tip share.
AWESOME.
I got my check today too.
another bonus.

I have to write a paper.
For my college english course.
AWESOME.
And edit another one.
for my other english course.

On the subject of college.
I'm thinking of taking.
2 courses at HVCC.
over the summer.
Math and maybe.
a history course.
Then I would.
go into school being a sophmore.
because I already.
am taking college level.
english and an AP science.
That would be awesome.
Save some money.
YAY.

Girls who wear tight pants.
This is for you.
Wear some that fit.
I don't like turning to the side.
EVERYDAY in class.
and seeing your underwear.
OR BUTT CHEEKS.
for that matter.
its quite disturbing.
It gives me nightmares.
please stop.
it would be greatly appreciated.
thanks for the consideration.
really.
:o)

so that was my day.......

BYE!.

<3 much love <3

touchin youuuuuuuuu....touching meee

2003-12-04T02:41:35Z

I just got home from my internship.
and i still have a paper to write.
for college comp.
a test in.
math.
and.
ap environmental.
that makes me just want to vomit.
so.
i'm writing my paper tomorrow.
because i'm out after 4th.
then bringing it to school.
before i go to practice.
i'm god.
when it comes to.
time management.
I'm going to study.
For math.
and envi.
and its almost
ten o'cock.
yikes!
I'll get back to you all later.

Much Love<3

kjh322 @ 2003-12-01T19:38:00

2003-12-02T00:43:21Z

I can't wait until March.
I will be 18.
Cheerleading will be done.
I will be saved.
School will almost be over.
Spring break will be around the corner.
Senior year will soon be over.
College soon to begin.
I can't wait.

For now.
I'm tired of my place in life.
I can not stand Shaker.
People grow up.
Please.
School makes me want to kill myself.
Especially Math 3rd period.
AWESOME.
No.
Oh yea.
AP Environmental makes me happy too.
first period in the morning.
absolutely not.

Cheerleading....
Cheerleading...
Cheerleading..
Cheerleading.
What is there to say?.
Really.
Self explanitory really.

Anywho.
People really should.
Keep their mouths shut.
Greater good.
For us.
good.
confused.

The only thing.
I'm looking forward.
To is.
Rochester.
In 19 days.
I will see dave.
And love it.
and friends.
liek trey.
tim.
even.
I'm happy.
for that.
obviously.
only.

trouble.

joe mamma.

She's so beautifully broken
Shaped by the wind
Dangerously twisted
Here I go again
-Dave Matthews

and I will give up this fight...

2003-12-01T00:45:48Z

Well I've decided that I don't want to write my paper for Environmental.
AP Environmental is not really that interesting...
It gets old.
Writing about the Karner blue butterfly is not my idea of FUN.
Fitzy stop giving us papers.
ITS ENVIRONMENTAL not ENGLISH :o)

haha ok anyways I'm watching some show on MTV.
its funny.
And I know all you people who don't know me.
OR.
don't like me are reading this at the moment.
thats really cool.

Did you know I am the fattest and ugliest girl in school?.
I also let things go to my head.
Aswell as not knowing how to fly.
Yet I was a flyer for like 8 years.
Hmm.
People say some pretty smart things.
It amazes me the knowledge people have.
So we have now come to the conclusion.
People in Shaker are awesome.
People who left Shaker.
Yet are still very much immature.
STILL think they should be involved.
Are alllll awesome.

have a lovely night

Fools are we if hates the gate to peace, this is the last stop

2003-11-30T19:02:49Z

Well last night was sad
Maggie I'm sorry, we should have all thought about it
It's our fault.

I'm really sick of Shaker.
Everyone is so entirely fake its disgusting.
People should just stop talking about other people.
And who said anything about ego's?
Not I. You did tho.
Can't wait to pop it.

Do you know what else I love?
When people are so nice only to get something out of you.
Once they get it they suck at life once again and are complete ass holes.

I'm letting you know now.
AGAIN, if I am disrespected once more
I am done.
And you will be the one left out to dry, not me. :-)
Not me because I know I am good.

Another thing I love is that people who are not my friends read this.
They all click on the little link in my profile
So they can find stuff out about me.
You have not one clue what I am talking about at all.
Why do you think there are no names.
No situations present in this either.
Do you really have nothing to do?
You need to sit online and click links in peoples profiles you don't even know?
A bit stalkerish.....hmmmm

Have you noticed I don't always right complete sentences, yet I add a period.
Yay.
Anyways.
I'm listening to Dave.
I have a pizza cooking.
I should go check on it.

"How is this, hate so deep to lead us all so blindly"
-dmb

YLANG YLANG

2003-11-29T22:21:38Z

Last night was fun as always.
Went to Maggies, and of course THE HOT TUB :o)
There was major Ylangin' going on..
Not much else to say.
We all went to the gym today.
Due to the calories we wil consume later tonight.
I <3 Maggie Lauren and Ashley.
They are wonderful.
I'm actually in the middle of cleaning my room right now.
They are coming over, that is why :-)!!!
Exciting.
We will most definitely watch Dirty Dancing.
Due to the fact Ashley, my friend, has never seen it!
(sheltered, I know)
Anyways I'm going to go finish cleaning now because I have friends!

"Oh when your're alone
I'll be there
by your side"
sade (pronounced SHA DAY) thanks

swimmy eyes!

2003-11-29T01:13:25Z

Well today was cool
I woke up and did nothing
then got called into work for 4 and got cut at 6...awesome?
But thats good because my night is starting earlier
I'm just about to go hang out with my favorite girls
get piss drunk and maybe some ;-)
I'm excited....soooo we'll see how awesome the night turns out to be!
Good bye I hope you are all partying right now...if not I'm sorry dears!

-Kristennnnnnnn